Monday, September 12, 2011

Fast Forward

These days God shows me again and again the importance of accepting my life. Accepting who I am and the situation I am in. It has been a month today, and I think I finally will have to let go of the wish to push the rewind button, only then I will be able to push the forward button.

I've been desiring so much to push the fast forward button of my life, just hoping to be soon at a point that things don't hurt that much anymore. Maybe it is actually possible to speed up the process.

What decisions and actions would it take?
- allowing and facing memories, giving grieve its way and not holding it back
- refocus on God spending time with him, Worship
- set my mind on new things, new goals (from God)
- pretending it to be OK, until it is OK (except those times and moments I give grieve its way)
- staying active, physical, social and ministry active

Maybe this way I will be able to fast forward

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