My heart and my understanding seem to be very far from each other, somehow disconnected.
While I have a deep assurance of God's presence, his love and good plan for me and know that he hasn't forsaken me, I still do not feel it!
With an assurance I cannot explain I'm more certain about Him being God than I was many times in the past, but I feel it much less. He is super real in my knowledge, but as if I would have no access.
Remembering the command to love the Lord my God with all my heart, all my soul, all my mind and strength, I can only say that I love the Lord with all of my mind. But my heart?
While I have a deep assurance of God's presence, his love and good plan for me and know that he hasn't forsaken me, I still do not feel it!
With an assurance I cannot explain I'm more certain about Him being God than I was many times in the past, but I feel it much less. He is super real in my knowledge, but as if I would have no access.
Remembering the command to love the Lord my God with all my heart, all my soul, all my mind and strength, I can only say that I love the Lord with all of my mind. But my heart?
Lord help me to seek you with all I am, so I may love you with all I am.
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